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Wow ghaven't mentioned anything very much, sorry i have been on myspace most of the time. Life is boring and i am at my wits end. Thats about it for tonight
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Comment, telling me something you adore about me, and I'll tell you something I adore about you.
(stole this from Tim, who banned me from commenting on his Journal; *pouts*)
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[17 Apr 2005|09:23pm] |
You Know You're From a Small Town When... |
The "road hog" in front of you on Main Street is a farmer's combine.
The local phone book has only one yellow page.
Third Street is on the edge of town.
You leave your jacket on the back of the chair in the cafe, and when you go back the next day, it's still there, on the same chair.
You don't signal turns because everyone knows where you're going, anyway.
No social events can be scheduled when the school gym floor is being varnished.
You call a wrong number and they supply you with the correct one.
Everyone knows all the news before it's published; they just read the hometown paper to see whether the publisher got it right.
The city limits signs are both on the same post!
The City jail is called amoeba, because it only has one cell.
The McDonalds only has one Golden Arch.
The one-block-long Main Street dead ends in both directions.
Second Street is in the next town over.
There's no place to go that you shouldn't.
A "Night on the Town" takes only 11 minutes.
The mayor had to annex property to eat a foot-long hot dog.
The New Year's baby was born in October.
Running from the cops consists of hiding in the cornfield.
You have to name six surrounding towns to explain to people where you're from.
You have to drive five miles out in the country to smoke a cigarette.
Headline news is who grew the biggest vegetable this year.
There is no point in high-school reunions because everyone knows what everyone else is doing anyway.
Driving cars up and down the main drag is a universal high school experience.
You can name everyone you graduated with.
You know what 4-H is.
You ever went to parties at a pasture, barn, or in the middle of a dirt road.
You said the 'f' word and your parents knew within the hour.
You schedule parties around the schedule of different police officers, since you know which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't - same goes with the game warden.
You ever went cow-tipping or snipe hunting.
School gets canceled for state sporting events.
You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were and if you were old enough, they would still tell your folks.
When you did find someone old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes, you still had to go out to the country and drive back roads to smoke them.
You were ever in the Homecoming parade.
You have ever gone home for Homecoming.
It was cool to date someone from the neighboring town.
You had senior skip day.
The whole school went to the same party after graduation.
You don't give directions by street names or references (turn by Nelson's house, go two blocks to the Anderson's turn left and it's four houses left of the football field).
The golf course had only 9 holes
You can't help but date a friend's ex-girlfriend.
Your car stays filthy because of the dirt roads, and you will never own a dark vehicle for this reason.
You think kids that ride skateboards are weird.
The town next to you is considered "trashy" or "snooty" but is actually just like your town.
Getting paid minimum wage is considered a great job.
You refer to anyone with a house newer than 1980 as "rich" people.
The people in the city dress funny, then you pick up on the trend a few years later.
You bragged to your friends because you got pipes on your truck for your birthday.
Anyone you want can be found at either the Dairy Queen or the feed store.
You see at least one friend a week driving a tractor through town.
Football coaches suggest that you haul hay for the summer to get stronger.
Directions are given using "the" stop light as a reference
The city council meets at the coffee shop.
Your letter jacket was worn after your 19th birthday.
You have ever taken a trailer or dog to school on a daily basis.
Weekend excitement involves a trip to the grocery store.
Even the ugly people enter beauty contests.
You decide to walk somewhere for exercise and 5 people pull over and ask if you need a ride.
Your teachers call you by your older siblings names.
Your teachers remember when they taught your parents.
You can charge at all the local stores.
The closest McDonald's is 45 miles away.
So is the closest mall.
It is normal to see an old man riding through town on a riding lawn mower.
Everyone who played sports had to play on every type of team, or there wouldn't be enough people to have a team.
Being able to hit a road sign with a beer bottle while driving down the highway is considered a necessary skill.
A cool vehicle had big tires or a bad-ass stereo.
You can remember when your town finally got cable.
Driving to the party on a four wheeler is quite normal.
You thought the 30-year-old guy that still was at all the parties was cool.
The town population increases by one-third when the universities go on break.
The best burgers in town are at the rink.
You know exactly where to go when the party is at "the lake".
You lost your virginity at a bush party.
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*laughs* oh my god that is where i live lol!
You Know You're From Rochester, NY When... |
The only thing at the annual May Lilac Festival is snow.
The worst four-letter word you could say is "Fuji".
You can't swim at the beach.
You thought that you had figured out that alternate-parking thing, but wind up with a ticket anyway.
Toronto is about 70 miles away, but it takes four hours to get there.
The name "Greater Rochester International Airport" is bigger than the airport itself.
There's an 800 number to report a pothole in the road.
You know that a "Can of Worms" is not something that you take fishing. Your baby's first word is "Wegmans".
You ask lifetime residents where the George Eastman House is, but they don't know either.
In a city where it snows at least 90 inches a year, they build a new sports stadium with no roof on it.
It can be 70 degrees one day, below freezing the next, and you think nothing of it.
Your mother is buying outfits to wear to Wegmans.
Your low-fat diet is never low enough to exclude an Abbott's custard.
You order a white hot and a pop, and the counterman knows what you're talking about.
You can travel from Egypt to Greece in about a half-hour by car.
D&C is a newspaper, not a medical procedure.
There are no hamburgers, only ground steak.
You can go to any mall on a Saturday and see at least 5 people you either work with, went to school with or dated.
A musical comes to town 10 years after its Broadway premier and the entire town goes nuts!
You awaken from a deep sleep, look at the clock and see that it's 6:00, but you have no idea whether it's AM or PM.
When 18+ inches of snow falls overnight, but you never thought of NOT going to work.
You are perplexed when friends from other cities come to visit and want to "see the sights".
In winter if the temperature hits 45 degrees and the sun comes out, people walk around downtown wearing shades and no jackets.
There are places at the poles that seem to get more sunlight during the winter months than we do.
Wegmans is somewhere to go on a Friday night, for entertainment.
You know who Vinnie and Angelo are.
You define summer as three months of bad sledding.
You think that people from Pennsylvania have an accent.
Halloween is snowed out with great regularity.
You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week.
Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh.
Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack of Genny and a bucket of Buffalo wings.
You believe that "down south" means Maryland.
Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines.
You can compare Nick Tahoe's garbage plate to at least 3 other knock-offs in competing restaurants.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Rochester, NY.
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wow thats scary >.<
Your Stripper Name is: Cleopatra
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HA! my stripper name rocks my socks!
You Belong in 1973 |
1973
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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YES! about 10 years after my dad was born! dude!
You Are A Fig Tree |
You are very independent and strong minded.
A hard worker when you want to be, you play hard too.
You are honest and loyal. You hate contradiction or arguments.
You love life, and you live for your friends, children, and animals.
A great sense of humor, artistic talent, and intelligence are all gifts you possess. |
I dunno about that....
Misty Danielle Coppinger's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Doritos Joe
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Your fashion designer name is Misty Madrid
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Your socialite name is Munckin Miami
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Your fly girl / guy name is M Cop
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Your detective name is Cheetah Genesee Valley
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Your barfly name is Ice Cream Cake Shots Of Vodka
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Your soap opera name is Danielle St. Paul Blvd
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Your rock star name is Sucker Car
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Your star wars name is Misras Copdou
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Your punk rock band name is The Bored Marble
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*rae* is all i have to say
Your Hippie Chick Name is: Sunny
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No i am a flower child lol!
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Okay so yea thats everything.um i dunno what to say.
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[27 Mar 2005|01:21pm] |
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
this song is so my song because Tom teases me that i am the living embodyment of this.... and i think he may be right since i am very cold to to everyone ^_^ and i am sorry! well comment if you think i'm right or not
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[22 Feb 2005|10:04am] |
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You name three characters, I have to pick one to push off a cliff, one to marry and one to shag. Stick to the fictional characters (preferably anime), and either gender is okay.
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You Are 18 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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hmm only year off.... thats good... unlike Cera with her 21 or seom shit... *sighs* i guess i will be forever qquetioing ^_^
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[17 Nov 2004|03:08pm] |
Okay with Tim as my voce president and Cera as my sec of state... i will be like the uber kewl president....oh and THE WAR ON UNDERPANTS STARTS NOW!!!!!
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OKay umm Sara... Why are you my prince? and why the hell am i Sleeping Beauty >.< thats my sister! ugh I never sleep... *sighs*
Anyway back for a update. Things have been okay, my step mom gave my cigs so i would leave her alone... haha she "left" them on the sewing table then opened a new one and "forgot" about it. *grins* she is so good to me. Anyway Called my mom, felt bad bacause she sounded /so/ upset that we weren't coming down ont he weekend she wanted us.... Had to lie to her and tell her that we were having a suprise party for my dad. The truth is that they are having a family party for dad and Nana, who's bday is the 21st and my dad's is the 19th, so we couldn't come up. i kinda wanted to since that would mean that i could see all my friends. But that was shot down in a instant. and this past weekend i wanted to like come up to rochester since i had a long weekend. I could have shadowed people.... but nooooo Dad /had/ to go to Fighter Practice and smooth feathers. Stupid father. I gtg though. i have math homework to do.. the whole 4 problems. God there is no homework and stupid teachers *sighs* i hate this school. More then i ever hated a school. I dun even have like real friends. No one talks to me and avoids me like the freaking plague because i am the new girl. And i am some kind of monster. Atleast in Rochester i was an accepted monster. ^_^ right guys? I go for the shock factor not the normal factor. time to make my mark on this school. And hopefully get to Rochester soon. I miss everyone and i miss IHOTs you know what that food is so good that you dun know what you are missing until its gone. Say hi to everyone for me please. Like everyone who doesn't see this and remeber ya'll are never far from my heart.
PS. The number here is 585 268 7366 Call at any time, Day or night.
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Hey Everyone, i return. I miss everyone so much, you all have no idea. I want to call everyone and tell them i am okay and doing well, but hey with no long distance and a lack of a phone card due to not paying babysitting jobs.... hey life is life. this school is so boring and omg there are like 870 kids in this school total.... k-12... Omg now i know why i hate small towns. Tim... HOW CAN YOU LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN?! There is noting to do i swear to god.... But Next weekend i believe i will be in Rochester. I hope Annie will ask dad if i can spend the weekend wiht her... because i need to. I need out of this small town and away from the 4 little siblings i have. But most of all i need to see my friends... i need to be in a place i am comfortable.. Like Cera's house hehehe. Love you all!
I am n a school laptop hehe, everyone s typing labs but that is hard for me to do since today is like my second day of class, so i am just playing on the comp. Mom (tina) is being a bitch and is making my dad drive us up there, stupid bitch WE CAN"T FUCKING AFFORD IT! On welfare it makes things hard. And since my mother has never been on welfare she wouldn't know. She has always had rick to fall back on.
How is life up there? I know i am talking to a journal but comments would help to answer these questions. I will call when i can and i promise that everyone, including you clingy, are never far from my thoughts or heart. Oh and i am trying to find a way to check my email... SEND EMAILS! it may be a short time before i amswer but i will.
Remind me again why i moved from my friends? Was it just ecause of the psycho drunk i call a mother? Well i hope things will get better from here. all i have done since getting here, is hav my shit rifled through by certin little brothers and cried. BTW Clingy kids here think you are pretty ^_____________^ TOLD YA SO! and Morgan... People want to know if your a goth >.< damn small town kids... and Will..... Yea letsnot go there ^///^
I am awaiting pictures from everyone.... I will send Cera a letter so she will have my address and then she can give it out to everyone else. Ummm i think i should quit ranting. I love you all ^_^
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I am moving on Friday.
I will miss everyone from teh bottom of my heart. You all have impacted me in more ways then i can name. I love you all. Even the people who i said i was mad at. I could never be mad at someone when i am about to loose everything.
Mia- I know i have been a bitch and i am sorry. You were my best friend and even though i said the worst things about you, i still value you as a good friend of mine. I love you Mia, and like sisters we should know that fights will come... but also like sisters, i hope we can make up and try to forge a friendship again.
Morgan- Mo you have been my best friend since 3rd grade and more like a sister then i have ever had before. I love you Morgan and you know too much dirt for me not to ^_~. I know that 20 years from now we will meet up and it will be like a day never passed because we very close.
Cera- Hunny, you are my Cera, my best friend and confident. I love you so much and i am so sorry if i cause you grief, but you know me, i can never do anything quietly and i must save the world. I love you Alex and i will call everyday because i wont survive if my alex doesn't know every little pervy thought in my head ^_~
Everyone else who is at our school- I love you all and there are so many people that i cannot name you all. Each had touched my life and made me realize what a wonderful person i can become.... Goddess Bless you all.
The circle is open yet unbroken and so is our friendships. Goddess watch over them and bless my friends with your light.
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I don't think this will help any of the feelings that i hurt during my rant, but i want to say i am sorry. I said alot of things when i was angry that can't be taken back or forgotten. Ranting helps me to relieve stress and at the time i just let my mind pour out into a livjournal. I never meant to hurt anyone and if i had known then how to block it so no one could see it, i would have. Please listen to my apology.
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| My Seasonal Rant. Fucking Deal with it.. |
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Today has been a shit hole. I mean really. Does life have to be like so fucking retarded? the only good thing is that i got my package in the mail ^_^ !! Damn mail takes fucking forever.... *sighs* okay if i keep going i am gonna curse... here goes.
I am fucking grounded again! Why the fuck did my mother fucking nazi mother decide to ground me?! Because i skipped one fucking class to do a lab and then never handed the lab since Miss, "i'm a fucking festering aids infested sluty whore" goss said she would not accept any papers after 5th period i worked my ass off to get it fucking done! And then what happens? I get pulled from class so Miss goss can have me call my mom and tell her, and then says "Oh btw i am writing you up" WTF!?!?! i thought the day could get no fucking worse then i find out my step father signed me up for the PSATs. *sighs* I didn't even know about these damn tests until like fucking 9 am this morning and already i am being sent to do them! i have to get up at the crack of fucking dawn to get my ass to the school and take a stupid test i dun give flying fuck about just so my mother can see my score and either say "OH MY GOD MY DAUGHTER IS A GENIUS!" or "sweet jesus this moron is from my womb -_-;;;" And you know what?! i think she will say the other one. Everyone is always telling me how fucking smart i am. I am not smart?! i just know shit that is unimportant. you raise your hand for a answer every so often and people think your smart.... Just because i raise my hand and ask questions and give tentive answers doen't make me smart it makes me weird since the entire class sits like they are fucking dead! why the hell do we have the fucking SATs? and why is it that adults make it seem like the entire fucking world rests on your score?! I am gonna pack my sit and get he fuck out of here as soon as i can. This is BS and i am so not dealing with it!
Another one of my mini rants is.... what the fuck is going on at my school?! People have turned into fucking biatchs who dun care about anyone but them selves. And you know what if you read this and say "omgh how can she say that?!" syuck it up and fcking deal, this is what i see. you want to comment and say shitty things, go ahead.
Now to the list of people and my observations:
Mia: Obviously only cares about her own fucking happiness since she makes my own sister's life aliving hell just because Morgan was smart enough to get a bf that went to fucking school with us and can actually see him every so fucking often. ot that anyone in out school would date her anyway. I mean come on now who wants to fucking deal with "Oh i love you!" then 10 secs later "I fucking hate you! dun touch me!" then only to have it switch to a whining pathetic show? It pisses me off and i am not even in the fucking relationship!
Next is.... Morgan: What in the flying fuck is up with her?! The minute she gerts fucking bf she can stand for more then 10 minutes she thinks she is better then anyone else and treats us all like shit, or is it only the people who dobn't matter (ie anyone but Mia and Prue)? I mean i see her act a total bitch to someone then turn and suckon Mike's face for ten minutes! Jesus morgan let the guy fucking breath... or should i say Mike let her fucking breaht,... or is is mutual? Whatever it is is fucking stupid since morgan likes to fucking think that she is not caring what people say, but excuse me i think she is!
Next is Prue: Now i have been fucking nice to Prue and Mia for their back stabbing but since i am going around attacking everyone might as well get my fucking two sense in. Why the fuck did she accept when brandon asked her out, not more then 5 days after we broke up?! i mean come on. thew body wasn't even cold befopre she went for him, that is low. Lower then the bottom feeder that she is could get. I mean i know that man is cute but she is also my friend of sorts and she should know that if she wants to hurt someone like stabbing them in the back, its to go out with their ex before the relationship is even cold. And then to add extra digs and twists she acts liek her and brandon will be together forever. No one is forever. She and him will break up and then i will laugh in her face when he picks another girl to fall madly for him.
Next is Brandon, might as well go with the trend: This little skateboarding punk. What the fuck. After telling me he "loved" me and that he wouldn't leave he breaks up for me because "he is uncomfortable dasting me, and wants to remain friends" then before i have a chnace to even start to get over him he ios flirting with Prue like we never even went out. thanks you heartless cock sucking bastard. Tim was right. You need a fucking skateboard shoved up your ass that way the rod up your ass will hit your brain and kill you.
Next... Is Sara. Thats right Pillow. I pick you! You want to know something. I can't fix Jake and you know how much that hurts. you act like i can fucking save the world and i can't. Jake will fucking be here when he is and you need to open your pretty blue eyes and see thast the world doesn't revovle around you. Jsut because you are unhappy does not mean the entire world will be upset too. We move the fuck on. Stop bitching about Jake not sending the package, it wont make it come any faster. and also. No one wants to hang out with you when you wont even be part of the group. I mean being different is fine and its alot of fun, but when you sit in a corner and growl at anyone who comes near, then bitcha bout how no one loves you. Thats bull shit and it definatly drives me the fuck away because ya know what? I dun need your fucking drama on top of my own stress and drama.
my thanks to people cause ya know what?! These people dun piss me off. They help me not to loose my fucking temper on the people above. Help me to control mty anger until i get to my live journal and let loose ont he live journal.
First is... Cera! Now this girl is my life line. There are times i am aure i would not be alive if she had nto been there to hold my hands and giving me that goofy smile. She baps me and chids and worries and caref for me like any mother would... unless you had my mother... But anyway... She is my life saver but also my friend who i would give anything i could to see her never cry, to see her never be upset.
Next is... Stan! This guy is so odd. sometimes i feel like he is the one person to go to if i need a laugh and other times i see him as a friend who understands my mind better then i do. Understands that while on the outside i am an angel, there is also a part in side of me that screams angel. He makes me laugh or will give me money if ia m poor and need to eat. ^_^ he makes it so i always have a play to run to if i need a temporary relief from my pyscho family, and unlike cera, he will act like a small child with me and be sill and stupid.
Next is Will. He is a nice guy. He is always saying hi to me and pulling me out of the crowd for a hug if i look like i need one. And he is making Cera happy. I am trying to get to know him better but its hard to get to knwo him since Sara is his little sister and therefore is she is pissed at em, which is on a regular fucking basis, i can't go to his house and hang out.
Next is Dan. Yet again someone that i dun knwo that well. Also another one of Morgan's exs. Will being the other. He is nice and jokes around with me, he wrestles with me and gives me hugs, but everyone does that ^_^. He laughs with me and shares in Mrs. L's torture. *does air quote* shh shh.I want to get to know him better and therefore i am going to do my best to have him help me with like homeowkr and shite to get to know him.
Next is Luke. He sat through my entire life history and then smiled and said "your nice and your oh so kewl" He didn't run or tell mei am pathetic. He listens when i have a problem and then makes me laugh so that i forget my problems. Then he bites me and makes me "happy" ^_~
Lastly, there is Ami. Ami has been a good friend to me, she has like eighty stories with me because i al;ways come up with ideas and those ideas become stories. She sits and talks in Frnech with me because lets face it that class is really annoying. Oh god i just thougt in french >.<... I don't have much to say on her. She is a sweet heart and really seems to give a shit about what i think. Heres to trying to trust people again.
I was wrong there is one other person. Tim. You all know what he has done for me. even though people may have come between us, as people do. There are things that will never change. ^_^
That is all for my rants. I never have these often because i have beeter contorl over my anger. But you know what?! people tell me to get a fucking back bone then they hate what they see. So kiss my ass and comment and say waht you fucking want. This is my thoughts and my observations. You dun like them?! Kiss my ass mother fucker because thats all you will get.
YOu know what. There was more to this, But my friend Jake is right. I should keep it to my self.
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THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998
Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.
~ Shel Silverstein
Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.
What will you do to end the silence?
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Now everyone who knows me i am proud that i am Bi. I pray that one day, the world will never kill another soul because they are different. Goddess watch over your children, Mattew i hope Heaven was better to you then earth ever was.
No war was ever fought under the name of Wicca... Blessed be.
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The Mystic's Dream by Loreena McKennitt |
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You're the color white. Sweet and virginal, you're
seen as the purest of all the colors.
Generally generous, and extremely caring,
people see you as the happiest in the bunch.
You're always talking and running around. You
love pets, especially cats and dogs. And
cleanliness--oh my gosh. You're a mix between
a perfectionist and a neat-freak. (but that's
okay. ^^). Besides that, you're painfully
plain, and immature. However, aside from your
plainess, you do love sugary foods. Like cake.
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.
What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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Wow, i like this result hehe!
Your aura shines Red!
What Color Is Your Aura?
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OKay, omg..... 1) My mind is al about sexuality ^//^ sadly. 2) I hate being alone and must always be around people.... Its my curse and my blessing, 3) I CAN'T BE TOLD TO RELAX! *manical laughter*
You're an Autum. You're much more laid back then
most and you're very comfortable in new
situations. You rather let things go with the
flow than try to change them. You have a lot of
close friends who love you because you can help
them with their problems. You're a very patient
person and it take a lot to get you rattled.
You're deffinately a lover not a hater. (If you
can't see tje pics, go to my homepage and look
near the bottom and find your result)
What season are you? (pics)
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*sighs* so true, God these hit close to home... i am scared.
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Yea well lets say i am scared. Some of these hit close to home.
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Heya Everyone.
I am back once again. But i am so tired from walking on crutches all day, and all day i was basically made fun of. *sighs* well thats all for today. i am gonna head to bed and pray t it will heal faster. Help me Goddess!
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You know what... i had /just/ boought a brand new hot chocolate and they made me throw it out. That freaking sucks. I am in school and so bored.
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